1. Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit it openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worse, returned. But the one thing about human beings that puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.
2 the truth always comes out. it’s one of the fundamental rules of time, and when it comes out, it can either set you free or end everything you’ve fought so hard for.
3 I just hope one day you see me; and when you do, your heart stops.
4 Because sometimes your life really does feel like it's caving in on you.sometimes people really do feel like they don't want to exist, just curl up in a ball,and go into that place between life and death. saying "i don't want to exist", isn't saying "i want to die". it's actually saying "i wish that, for the time being, i could go somewhere and not have to feel". there's nothing wrong with that. and if you don't know how that feels, then you have no place to judge anyone that does.
5. I miss waking up in the morning knowing that reality was better than my dreams
6. The only love story I wanna write is with you. But I don't want it to have an ending, happy or sad.
7. I never forgot, no, not once. Not for one minute and not for one second. Even after all these years.
8 I guess what scares me is knowing that at any moment you could rip my heart out and step on it and I would just pick it up and hand it right back to you.
9 Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.
10 your biggest challenge isn't someone else. it's the ache in your lungs, the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that yells 'can't'. but you don't listen. you push harder. you hear the voice that whispers 'can'. and you discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you really are.
11 when i like a person, i actually like them. it's not one of those three day crush type things. it's the hardcore, can't get my mind off them thing. and that's why i haven't liked all that many people, but i eventually get over them when i find someone new. but with him, no matter who i find, i can't erase him. he's going to be the one i'll always like.
Math tells us 3 of the saddest love stories: Of parallel lines, who are never meant to meet. Of tangent lines, who were together once then parted forever. And of asymptotes, who could only get closer and closer, but could never be together.
13 Take a picture with me, just so I can see how cute we could be together.
14 And sometimes we joke, and sometimes we're serious. Sometimes we're just random talking and sometimes we don't talk at all. But not sometimes, but all of the times I feel comfortable with you, and I trust you with every word I say. You're more than a friend.
15 Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.
16 We all have that boy; he's the boy we try to pretend we aren't looking for as we make our way to class. He's the boy that we lie about and claim to not care about anymore. He's the boy that gives you the cliché butterflies, complete with the weakness in the knees. He's the boy we're thinking about as we read this. I think every single girl has this boy, and every single girl will remember him forever - he's not the one for us, but he'll always be somewhere in our hearts.
17 But for now we are young. Let us lay in the sun and count every beautiful thing we can see.
18 Sometimes even Superwoman needs a Superman to straighten out her cape... and if I'm Superwoman, you wanna know what my kryptonite is? It's you. You're the only one who makes me weak.
19 I'm looking at your picture, cause it's all I got. Maybe one day you and me will have a shot.
20 Life passes most people by while they're making grand plans for it.
21 It makes me smile to know I'm a constant distraction in your daily life.
22 Everyone has someone who challenges them and makes them shoot for something just beyond their reach.
23 If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life? If I don't need you, then why do I dream of me as your wife?
24 You know why it's hard to be happy? It's because we refuse to let go of the things that make us sad.
25 Sometimes you just have to finally admit that you don't deserve any of this, and leave. Even if it's going to be the hardest thing you ever do.
26 Sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away with nothing.
27 You could see it in her eyes. When someone talked about him, when she saw him, she loved him and it killed her.
28 Way to go kid. You've got this spell on her that she just can't seem to break. She is so strong and in an instant, you could break her down. She knows you won't but you could and that scares her. She has realized she has made some mistakes in the past and when you're up to your old tricks, she's tempted to make them again. But yet, coming back to you seems to be her favorite habit.
29 You can hold me hostage anytime you want, baby.
30 And I wonder if you still dream about sleeping next to me.
31 You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
32 My dad took me to Paris for the weekend. We had the most amazing time. On the plane back to London he asked me, "Do you know why I took you to Paris, only you and me?" And I said, "Why?" And he said, "Because I wanted you to see Paris for the first time with a man who you know will love you for the rest of your life."
33 The worst feeling is needing to go home; but having no idea where that could be.
34 Everybody has difficult years, but a lot of times those difficult years end up being the greatest years of your life, if you survive them.
I'm turning my quote site into a self-help site for people who cut or who have a eating disorder. I do and have had both. I was diagnosed with bipolar last year and ever since then I've been on medicine. I still cut, even though I'm on a anti-depressant, just not as frequent. I'm here to help teenagers or even adults with any of their problems they may be having that might make them feel this way. Maybe then the urge to cut will go away. I will check this xanga site frequently to see if you guys need any advice. (:
I’m completely lost without you darling. I never realized I could miss any one person so much
Let me be the one who calls you baby
i fought so hard for you. you just never realized it.
people think that if you love somebody hard enough, then everything is just gonna work out. well people are wrong.
brought sunshine into my life. You've filled me with happiness I never
knew. You gave me more joy than I ever dreamed of. And no one, no one
can take the place of you.
he comes after me when I run away, calls me back when I hang up on him, tells me I'm perfect when I'm mad at myself, & won't let me slip away when I leave.
I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I feel, of what I've said, of who I am, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you.
the brightest star in a pocketful of skies, my colored picture in a
world of black and white, my only dream come true in a restless winter
night. My dream come true.
After the tears I shed for you, Those nights I hated you for loving her, If you were to come back home, I would tell you I could treat you better, And I'd love you better. Because, baby, I never told you About the love I had inside of me When you were near. I'd tell you a million times If you just came back home.
when a guy cheats on you once, he will do it again. if he gives you butterflies, remember that when he was your boyfriend, he was kissing somebody else. the sooner you set the bar for what is acceptable, the better off you'll be. we've all fallen for someone who's not great for us, but when the alarm bell starts ringing, you have to listen.
you'd give anything for it. but sometimes you give everything and it's just not enough.
& sometimes despite all your best choices, & all your good intentions, fate wins anyway
talking to you makes my life seem worthwhile. it's like our
conversations are the only thing that matters, and the best is when you
stop mid-sentence just to look at me and smile. i smile back; i just
can't help it. you're so contagious.
You grab my attention when you walk into view. It could be past midnight but I'm still thinking of you. I can't control the feelings you got me going through. I want to be yours... but that's all up to you
Theres something deep inside, that keeps my faith alive
I'm not even going to get mad anymore. I just have to learn to expect the lowest from the people i thought the highest of.
This is the chick that you held
back now. Now all of the things you've said were crazy. I checked out my list & I feel good about it; I got the new haircut, the one that you said wouldn't look
no good took that job you said I could not get, wore that dress you said I'd never fit. 'Cause you're gone, & I'm great; I got rid of your dead weight. And I'll wave at you behind me With a new smile on my face.
Sometimes she didn't want
sweet. She wanted tough, or dangerous, or just
plain bad. She knew this was screwed up. She was trying not to want that anymore, because she almost always got what she wanted, except when it came to love.
i'm ready to be the girl i used to be. the one who never cried, never got mad about dumb things, & the one girl who would never worry about being in love.
i'm the kind of girl who doesn't say much. sometimes, i don't know what to say at all, but when i do say something, i mean every word. i don't want to be like every other teenage girl. i want to be remembered; and i want my voice to make a difference in someone else's life.
And the harsh reality of life is That you are going to get hurt. You're going to cry over a silly boy. You're heart's going to be broken, But you have to pull yourself together So people don't see how vulnerable you are. Because once people see vulnerability, They take advantage of you; & the whole process starts all over again.
"Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours. In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step you took was the worst. Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark, I still have these memories, But we'll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember, cause that's all you can do. We'll never make another memory, We'll never make another memory. I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, So I wouldn't have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real. You said they were, what happened? You were a priority, was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I'm sorry that wasn't enough. So, we'll go our own ways, And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you, Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this, But I guess I've learned from it. But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it. Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?" -Across Five Aprils.